Friday, June 3, 2011

Fool (King of Nothing).

* Inspired by various song titles *
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So here we go again - it's another name and another time.
I'll be the one still standing on my own - left to pick up the shattered remains.
Conflicted internally, regaining self worth - I could never understand your exploding smile.
I won't let you know, because I'm merely a fool - I've only myself to blame.
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Time will heal all wounds - the memory will linger like an unsightly scar.
I'll steady my broken crown, with fingers raking against the wall.
To forgive and forget for the sake of happiness - too tired to fight this fascination.
I'll be the one to punish myself - yet always fearing another fall.
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I'll search for that familiar, healing presence as the walls will begin to crumble.
Wrapped up in loving 'arms' - they'll squeeze with protection behind a closed door.
For then, I am sheltered - mesmerized at the thought of them coming home.
Just one more letter for blinding happiness - unsent across the floor.
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It's too bad that you're so beautiful - and yet you are also complicated.
We both know that in the end, I'll come back to you - you know I always do.
For I'm just a fool - a King of Nothing.
Ignorant to these promises made in the heat of the moment - to the vows that are broken in two.
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* Image by Lucretiajetable from DeviantART *

1 comments:

  1. An intriguing turmoil of tense emotions where there seems to be a slip into some kind of regular, debatable happiness! Wonderful!

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